By Andrew Miller

My spouse burst by means of the entrance door, scorching with pleasure. There had been a fierce dust-up at our native writers group assembly that just about led to fisticuffs.

It began when the group president known as for “latest writing information.” The primary to reply was a retired insurance coverage salesperson who needed his self-published eBook, bought on Amazon, to turn into a bestseller. To realize this, everybody must purchase one copy at a specified time. This is able to make it a bestseller, albeit briefly. His e book would value solely 99 cents, and as a bonus, contributors would obtain common updates about its sequel, already underway.

“Bulk buying” can, in truth, catapult a author to the New York Instances bestseller record. Some PACs have spent 1000’s of {dollars} to buy a truckload of their candidate’s newest political diatribe or gripping memoir. These purchases triggered bestseller standing accompanied by an asterisk or dagger indicating it wasn’t the results of a number of single-buyer purchases. 

Insurance coverage Man’s request was met with an arctic chill, and he left early. Others caught round to debate his attraction. Some thought his concept affordable; others didn’t.

I concluded that Insurance coverage Man’s want for fast notoriety and the ensuing angst was rooted within the elementary query: Why Write?

I reread Elisa Gabbert’s essay on this topic within the Paris Evaluate. In “Why Write,” she mentioned feedback and quotes on writing by greater than 30 writers. She started with Joan Didion, who created tales to reply questions on folks (a girl sporting a white costume in a on line casino) and buildings (oil refineries round Carquinez Strait, a particle accelerator at Berkeley Laboratory) that caught her consideration. A number of quotes from different notables would resonate with Insurance coverage Man. Mark Jacobson wrote, “for the cash.” Truman Capote thought the “want for fame is affordable, since virtually there’s not a lot cash in writing except you might be well-known.” Gabbert was unmotivated by wealth or fame: “The rightness of phrases and punctuation … feels good, like sinking an unlikely pool shot.”

I train artistic writing in two Florida state prisons and lately requested my college students the identical query.

A protracted-haul trucker wrote:

Why I Write

Nice tales interact me. They transport me. I’ve been to Paris, Rome, Berlin, and London. I’ve been to heaven and hell. I’ve traveled to the moon, Alpha Centauri, and Mars. But I’ve by no means left America.

I’ve cried with heartfelt disappointment after studying a few fictitious blind lady in France throughout World Warfare II.

That is what a very good story, nicely instructed, can do. For this reason I write.

The trucker additionally wrote about rolling by means of small cities at dawn, the kinds of rigs he drove, and his disappointment at seeing a truck cease he visited as a toddler deserted to weeds and trash.

However I don’t need to ask the query; their essays have the reply. Right here is one other:

My Buddy and Brother

Watching a tree, a sapling at first, I might peek at it between the bars. It grew to become a day by day ritual to look at it develop. It was solely a twig after I arrived, however now it thrives. It supplies an escape from my day by day lifetime of disappointment and frustration.

Most Florida jail yards don’t have timber. This one does and the lads typically write about them.

Classes Alone

I lay on the mattress I shared with my brother. Terrified. Exhausted. Too drained to cry. Too weak to scream. I nursed my ache and listened to the monsters on TV within the subsequent room.

Earlier, when my mom tripped over her purse, I had the misfortune to precise my concern within the inept approach of a kid. I often watch scary issues and am effective, however attempting to like sank me right into a darkish and terrifying loneliness.

One night, when he was six or seven, his mom tripped and fell. When he tried to assist, she responded angrily, cursed, and despatched him to mattress. From his room, he overheard shrieks and screams from the tv, which added to his fright. I inspired him to rewrite and make clear for the following class. However a couple of days later, he was gone, transferred to a different jail:

Clang-Clang-Clang

At 3 AM, I wake to the sound of jangling keys. I’m going to be transferred. I’m going to the toilet and pee as a lot as I can; it’s a protracted journey, and there shall be no breaks. Breakfast is bread, jelly, and cereal.

Officers led us right into a room. We line up with our backs to the wall. They inform us to strip, one article of clothes at a time. They inform us to bend over, run our fingers by means of our hair, then get up and run a finger round our lips. We open our mouths and so they look inside. We’re instructed to show round, face the wall, and cough.

They put shackles on our ft with a sequence related to {the handcuffs}. We get on the bus. We journey to the following jail, the place we are going to do the entire process once more in reverse.

Males are transported from jail to jail in a white, windowless bus. After I’m on I-10, I often move one, generally a number of.

Not like Insurance coverage Man, these males don’t anticipate fame or cash. They wish to write about their lives. In school, we focus on POV, symbolism, character growth, setting, exposition, and dialogue. We learn excerpts from Ernest Hemingway, EB White, John McPhee, Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, Viktor Frankl, Langston Hughes, Sandra Cisneros, Jesmyn Ward, and Jia Tolentino.

There are over 1.2 million incarcerated women and men in the USA, 80,000 in Florida.

I contact only some, and I’ve so little to present.

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Andrew Miller’s fiction and nonfiction have appeared in Blue Lake Evaluate, The Meadow, Northern New England Evaluate, Pithead Chapel, X-R-A-Y Literary Journal, The Evergreen Evaluate, and Toastmasters Journal. He lives in north-central Florida, volunteers in prisons, restores vintage stained-glass home windows, and writes. He’s the Artistic Nonfiction Editor of Mud Season Evaluate. You possibly can study extra about his writing and jail educating on his web site.

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